Agreed, I feel the same way.
OP - if you do decide to return(and only you can decide) my advice is to not do it because of a moment e.g. a fight
Clear your head, jerk off if you need to lol and then ask yourself the same question.
As much as I don’t like paying asking for a lot of things, this isn’t one of them. To me it’s sort of like negotiating with an RMT or even your barber. Find someone in your price range, why taint the experience.