No this is all mine, I was an SP for three years and had my own infall location. I had people show up with NO appointment or when i was "on vacation" they would text me saying they saw mw walking my dogs so they know im not really gone. I retired for that reason, I didn't feel safe in my own home or city.
I came back to CMJ as a MA for safety reasons. Yes I could make 3times as much being indi again but I do not trust people anymore.
I love my job and the amazing people I meet but there are bad eggs out there! I have a family and when people yell kitten and come over to say "hello" It takes everything not to punch them in the face lol I changed my hair recently for set reason, I went to a more normal colour to be spotted out less. People recognize me on tinder, poe, facebook, hell even instagram. We are an age of social media there is nothing I can do about it. I show my face for a very good reason ; I was outed 3 years ago on terb as a "fake profile" due to my PERSONAL instagram account with thousands of followers. Well low and behold it was me that was offering services, the person apologized and took down the post but it took off like wild fire and my face was EVERYWHERE. Ive had people try and extort money from me and threaten to show my identity. SO i said screw it and showed my face, I have for 3 years now. I was with someone for three years as I was a SP so it never effected my dating life lol Now being a single lady it has changed things. Many people know me as Sammy (samantha, sammie..) Smith know I had a huge change in my life over a year ago. I require privacy now more then ever for personal reasons. I will not how ever change how I market myself for a couple dick heads that don't know what is socially acceptable.
I love my job, and the amazing people I work with and have seen. I have been in the industry for 4 years and don't plan on stopping soon. I have adapted, dating is hard anyways... so who knows maybe I'll find "the one" at the club in a session
I have expired many highs and lows in the industry, I do not plan on quitting anytime soon but WILL NOT be returning as a SP ever again.
I love everyone who stands up for me and others girls, thank you all for your support and love <3
If i could kiss you all I would xoxox