Start looking at hardcore porn, and then go on either leolist or listcrawler and finish with any one of the escort pics. I have to look at an escort in order to finish because I feel it's like softcore or milder than what else is out there and I would think I'd feel less guilty than if I looked at some graphic hardcore video. I'm trying to get to a point where I could look at hardcore and just stop. However, once I start looking at one video, then I look at others and then end up going on the escort classified site. There is virtually no self-control once the first video is looked at. I try to tell myself, hey, it's just one video, relax...and this whole cycle occurs again until I finish on an escort classified site.