I kept quiet for long enough on this subject. I am currently going through some changes and have no intent to continue entertaining Brian on this. (Brighat) I'm sharing my side of this and signing out of this conversation. His harassing me has gone way too damn far!
I don't have anger issues or stole any money.
THE FIRST SOCIAL
I was having a bad anxiety day and tried to fight it thinking it’d just go away. Upon his arrival I was crying due to the intensity and told him that I’d owe him a social. Having panic attacks became more frequent the more he booked.
THE SECOND SOCIAL
I not only gave massive discounts to this individual due to him having a disability (sorry guys, he ruined it for everyone else and no longer offer disability specials) but asked for an advance for a social, which I didn't need to ask for. I asked for the advance because he said he was lonely and I thought it be helpful for not only myself but him as well, isn’t that how companionship works? We had an overnight planned. I offered the in advance for one social a day or more before said overnight or after so he had a bundle of dates to keep his mental state on the up and up. He showed up saying how he couldn’t do the overnight and paid for a few hours instead. It was rude. However, let it be. I offered the social in addition to the NOW multiple hour booking and he said he didn’t want socials anymore and asked for a discount on the next overnight or the booking he JUST altered instead.
I have always had a difficult time with going through with bookings with this individual as he constantly triggered my anxiety and PTSD with his negative banter, god complex and his need to speak poorly of women. Sex workers specifically and ironically. It doesn't surprise me that he felt entitled to this escort who refused him. She literally refused him because she found his twitter and he’s nasty on there. He thinks that he can get whatever he wants because of people that allow it. I've allowed this for far too long and enough is enough. Sex workers have a right to their body and mind and can choose who they play with no matter what. Their body, their rules, not Brian’s.
He lives with his mother, yet speaks so ill of her that it makes me sick. Being a person with anxiety and PTSD dealing with such a client was unbelievably draining. I used his temporary kindness and loneliness as reason to keep seeing him. A bad habit I have that this experience has taught me to stop engaging in. When seeing how he spoke to the escort who denied his booking I contacted him and ended our relationship followed by blocking him. All in all, I owe him nothing. I was paid for time, which to me includes the time I spent anxious or upset due to being drained from our dates. In my opinion, with the amount of spoons I required to continue seeing this person, I deserved more than I asked from him financially. Hence, why I removed my disability specials. Being disabled doesn’t prevent someone from being a horrible person.
This experience taught me that if I can't handle someone's negative and truly upsetting personality that I shouldn't book with them, no matter how bad I feel for them. He's harassed escorts and DEMANDED respect when he can't even respect other people.
Not to mention he harassed me on the rosie board and tried to manipulate me into thinking I was going insane and how he was the only one who cared about me and that I had to get help. Help with what? You’re a misogynistic asshole with a god complex, who’s trying to make me feel like I’m worthless, so I can have the pleasure to book with you and deal with your unkept self and horrible personality?
Don’t get me wrong I have had some positive times with him but the negative outweighs the positive hence why i dumped him and refuse to refund him for MY TIME.
Stop involving the community in this and get therapy.